Playmate Djentavan

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He kept asking me to meet which we did but nothing happened. I started talking to a friend who I knew loved me but I felt nothing for. Before I knew it we were flirting over text etc.

Originally posted by ~Zaira~

torpedo attack!

Its weird and makes me even more nervous. Suddenly I realized I started to have feelings for him. Things have definately gotten awkward. But these feelings have made me pretty nervous around him. I certainly wasn't looking for anythng or sending out any vibes to my knowledge. I even caught him looking at me thru this door(with w/ a window in it) while I was in my other class lecture and he was kinda half smiling. I was so surprised that I quickly looked away. Or, he would come into my other classes and say "hi" and catch him lingering around or showing up around me more, when I was in other classes with other instructors. Anyways, since then he has been staring at me a lot more. I never thought much of it all, until one day when he came into the lab(I was alone) and asked how I was doing. I also kind of noticed him check me out. He's noticed my nervousness and has told me to "relax" on several different occasions(when demonstrating something in his class.) He says this in a really low soft voice and usually is really close to me. Well as time went on in the semester, I started to notice him looking at me. He took me by surprise and was looking at me oddly.

that is an ASS

How would you like it if I said when I meet a woman who is so and so? I then said, what am I doing with you then? We were discussing life plans. We both know if I was living in a cheap apt. Reason being, she was always saying on the phone or in person when I meet a man for so and so. driving a beater car, you'd prob. She didn't bat an eye. She back tracked and then I said. not give me the time of day.

I forgived him. But, last April, I found out he has a "thing" with another Brazilian girl. It hurts.. I wanted to improve myself so much and be amazing, that eventually he'd pick me, not her. He told me not to tell anyone else that we're sleeping together, and when I ask him why he told me, its because he doesn't want to be in the midst of gossiping Brazilians, and that, he ask the same thing from every girl he's having something with. Or, maybe its just because all the oxytocin confusing me, I can get really possessive to be honest. You mean so much to me you have no idea, I wish I could tell you that before, I wish I could show you. I think, I am developing feelings with him, I thought I was the only girl he's screwing around. Really, now it seems like I'm not even worth your friendship. I actually wanted to win him over the other girl. I got so very depressed, jealous and I just can't get over the fact, that I'm the "new" girl, because what they had, was longer in terms of duration. Everything made sense to me, because I know him very well, those times he's not online, I know he's with the other girl. I realised that I'm the new girl that he's sleeping with now in his life. I have something inside of me that I try to control and hide. I remind everything I said you, everything I did to you. I'm ****ed up in the head, more than you could imagine. Despite the fact that he's extremely good looking and, he's very closed and secretive about everything else, I value him for the mental connection we have, I love him for his brain and mind. I'm not sure the extent of their relationship, but he gives her gifts, the girl clearly likes him a lot, too and he told the girl, I like you, too. so bad. But my ****ing insecurities wouldn't let me. I can easily say you're the person that know me the best, you've seen everything about me, not anyone in my life know that much about who I really am as you do.".

Don't understand her logic." "chatted with this girl. She said I am crazy when I asked her photos.

No dram. Love the outdoors and laughing. Hi.looking for someone in Southeast AZ that loves animals of all kinds. I have a small ranch and raise chickens.

You know....just get pissed off for no reason just for sake of getting pissed off. I've done it myself also. nothing...he's making a mountain out of a molehill on purpose just to show you how "bad" he is. this is typical bad boy behaviour.

We need more of her

I'm to grown for the games. My pictures are real and. I'm looking for friends, I'm basically on here looking for a friendship I'm not about games are bs, so if that's you please pass on by this page.

Message me for more! I'm in my last year of nursing school. I enjoy both going out and staying in and relaxing with a movie. I love meeting. My friends and family are the most important in my life.