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I think you need some therapy to get over your self loathing that led you into this situation in the first place. Feeling you only have value for what your physical appearance and body look like is not going to serve you well in the long run because your body is aging and looks will begin to change and fade. What happens when your boyfriend stops gushing over how beautiful you are and you're left with not feeling loved because you think you have nothing else to offer? You're going to seek out that validation somewhere else, again, and you'll cheat again, guaranteed. (I was married to the male version of you) see the review

As far as how to tell your boyfriend, even though we all know you won't, just simply say, "I cheated." The conversation will naturally evolve from there. see the review

Finally, don't listen to your dumb friends. You can get, at the very least, HPV from oral sex. Are your friends doctors? No? Why are you taking medical advice from friends who didn't stop you when you were self-destructing that night? see the review

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Your friends are ignorant about STDs. You most certainly can catch them from oral. Google it. Plus taking a man in your mouth is more intimate IMO. see the review

How nice of you but what I really think you mean is you don't want to ruin your own chance at marriage and children. see the review

This is sad that you don't have anything else to offer but your looks. Everyday your looks are going south whether you see it or realize it. One day they will be gone and no amount of plastic surgery, botox and fillers can bring it back. I would suggest that you explore and find your true talents. see the review

OP, while this statement is true somehow it falls right in line with your self image and allowing your looks and beauty to define you will never pay a dividend other than you will always have suitors that want to bang you, then chew you up and spit you out. And while that may be exciting when you are young and feel invincible, one day you will wake up with your looks gone, your fair weather friends nowhere to be found and the realization you have more days behind you than ahead of you. see the review

I cannot stress enough how important it is to you to actually stand for something. I have a long track record of standing for nothing for many years until I had a massive crisis with infidelity that landed me in jail for 4 years and I had to grow up real quick. But I emerged wanting to improve my life and I could only do that by changing my playpens, playthings and playmates. It took a long time and I mean DECADES for me to change but indeed I did. I learned my lesson in the most awful way possible. And I stepped over a lot of skeletons I had to revisit years later in order to grow. And it is an ongoing process. see the review

Please have more respect for yourself than I did for myself when I was your age. see the review